Friday, April 9, 2010
Idon't know why I'm doing this,However Mommy I miss you so much I can't sleep and all I want to do is cry. I know youtold me to be strong,i'm doing the best I can. I'm honored that I had the opportunity to be with you through this journey and I wouldn't change it for the world. I the words JODIE. I miss hearing about you asking where I was or when i'm coming back mean while everytime I just walked in. I looked foward to every morning and bedtime. Now It feels like pain. I love yu more than words can say and I thank you for teaching me a lessen in life that I will teach my son. I will honor you my mother and kiss you everynight before bed. Mom I need you, I could write forever. But then again I would laugh when you would say my god can't you stop and we would both laugh. I can't believe my LIFE. I HATE THIS FEELING. Please God my heart is open to accept you in.I'm ready to listen. I love you Mommy. Dear God thank you and I love you too. Your daughter Jodie
