Sunday, November 19, 2023
It breaks my heart that I wasn't there to see u before u took ur last breath nor was i given the option to say goodbye. The memories I have with my biological father are in place because of yourself and grandma Laurie and I cld never thank u enough for that . The respect, appreciation, and love for u will forever be held close to my heart. I cherishwd and still hold dear within memory ,every second I was lucky enough to had spent with you ,Gm Laurie, Uncle Mellow (when he wasn't shipped out), and my bio-pop. I was then and am now, very much blessed and beyond fortunate that u accepted the truth and the circumstances of my existence for what it was and from the moment u knew i was ur boys little girl ,u both reached out to my mom often and made sure all was good with me. I miss u beyond words but I miss being on the back of that motorcycle with pop as we took the motorcycle ride from utica to ur house for another day of memories. Grandma Laurie if ur still kicking and happen to read this by some slim chance plz find a way to reach out to me .. I'm back in utica around court st area ask around for Jerzie girl and they will point u in the right direction. Til we meet again gramps, love ya, Jessica M. Urgan
