Thursday, January 25, 2018
It's been 9 long long years. I love and miss you so much. I still think about you everyday. I still cry, I still hurt. No matter the good the bad or any of it, you stood by my side through it all. I'm so so so so sorry for putting you through all the pain and stress that I did. I feel like all the bull and all the crap I put you through led to your death. Stress kills and I stressed you out to the max. I've changed, I've grown up, I turned into a respectable man someone hopefully you could be proud of and someone you would hopefully be proud to call your son. You taught me so much and I can never express how much your missed and loved. I miss you so so so so so much. Love you Mom hope your looking down and finally proud of the person I'm turning into. Xoxox
